, and her talent and ambition are not inferior to any men.

可是哪怕她那么努力奋斗到现在，自认为自己不是一无是处，自认为自己也多多少少有些成绩，自认论才华心志皆不输于世间男儿。

But in front of this young master, his every move and word made her feel ashamed and inferior, reminding her to be aware of her identity constantly. Some people are born a person everyone\''s proud of, but she knows that she cannot compete with fate once she encounters a powerful opponent, no matter how hard she struggles and how arrogant she is. It\''s like her current situation. No matter how hard she struggles, she cannot escape the fate of being abandoned by everyone.

可是在面前这位公子面前，他的一举一动，一言一行皆让自己自惭形秽，皆无时无刻不再提醒着自己要自知身份，有些人生来就是天之骄子，而她这种人不管如何奋斗，无论如何的自命不凡，那都是她没有遇到强大的对手，一旦遇到了，就知道个人的努力终究争不过命运，就好比她现在哪怕再挣扎也逃不过天之弃女的命运。

The world is so ridiculous. Those who have enough to eat and drink can die of overeating, while those who are starving can die of hunger. When she was young, she lacked money the most and struggled on the edge of warmth and cold, but no one ever gave her a cent. Now she has plenty of money, but those young masters who come to give her cash are still flocking to her without end.

人世间就是这么可笑，撑的撑死饿的饿死，年幼之时她最缺钱，在温饱极寒边缘挣扎时没有人给过她一分钱；现在她早已经不缺钱了，可是给她送钱的那些公子哥们又蜂拥而至，陆绎不绝。